Can you smell the fragrance of roses online?

As a writer I can’t help but notice the idiosyncrasies of mankind, or for that matter womankind around and about—walking, talking, driving, shopping or eating.  They fascinate me and they’re the reason of why I write—people themselves are storybooks in motion.  While in public transit last week I noticed this young, beautiful couple. The girl was in her early twenties with not a single line showing on her face because of the gradient effects of layered foundation.  The man was handsome with just the right amount of frizzed-up gel to give him a rakish air.  Their good looks complimented each other.  Yes, of course they were together but yet they appeared to be completely distant—not a word passed between them as they feverishly typed in text messages…and I kept wondering to whom?  Until the revelation came from the young woman as she snapped at the guy and for the first time, her red lips screwed up in a grimace, she retorted “I did not say that!”  He looked at her, did not know how to possibly react in the real world scenario and went back to texting her in ‘limbo-land’, ‘cyber-land’, or ‘la-la land’ for that matter.  Who cared in that train?  Nobody gave a rat’s whisker but me as I realized I was the only one not addicted to my phone, laptop, tablet and computer games.

So this weekend I decided to test myself, to take a determined sabbatical from technology and to put the penance into effect, this is what I did: The night before the acid test I locked my phone and laptop and hoped to throw the key into the sea.  But instead gave it to the missus (who would pretend that she had done exactly that).  I woke up the next morning reaching for the non-existent phone on the bedside table (I use my phone as an alarm).  I felt the oncoming assaults of cold turkey technology (if it can be called that).  Fighting off the symptoms I made the breakfast, drank the coffee and ate the toast—all the while thinking of how great the salty flavour and aroma of the butter that I had slathered on the crisp bread was.  I was beginning to notice things; my 5 senses that were not too long ago hijacked by technology were beginning to rejuvenate.  And my 6th sense; yes, the one that was on the mute button because of the onslaught of technology began to re-surface.

I opened the shutters and peered at the plants outside.  The basil was growing in abundance, the mint had taken over the cilantro’s terrain, the green tomatoes were getting bigger on the wine and I noticed one acquiring the blush of nascent red.   Good Lord! Was I beginning to get excited!  I opened the porch doors and sat in the garden admiring the butterflies, the bees that were hovering around, a couple of chattering robins and the visiting sparrows that will fly away in autumn.  I closed my eyes and meditated and prayed for a while and broke out of my reverie when a spider mistaking my hand for support began to weave and spin its web.

Throwing it on to a branch, I stood up and decided to go for a morning walk to the nearest park. There was a light breeze blowing and it’s an absolutely perfect day.  One of those kinds you truly miss when winter makes her appearance. Twittering birds greeted me; a few squirrels looked up in surprise, and then begged for tidbits, a racoon tilted its head to peer at me. There’s the sound of silence only broken with a few accents in animal language.  I am singing out aloud—all the songs from the 80’s starting with “I want to break-free; I want to break-free!”  A couple of cackling ducks look annoyed as I’ve probably taken away their spotlight.  The branches of a tree bend down to nuzzle my face, and I spot a Blackberry tree.  Within no time I am eating the wild ripe sweet berries.   A chipmunk looks at me, and goes on nibbling the fruit, a couple of birds decide to join the feast and a hare makes a sudden appearance, and disappearance.

I move on mindful of leaving the rest of the fruit for the animal kingdom, and then in a feeling beyond words, a revelatory moment as it were, I spot the bush of wild roses.  It’s mesmerizing and hypnotic—colors I’ve never seen before oscillate before my eyes.  And as I bend down to sniff the fragrance of the roses, memories of my childhood surface—of parks and gardens, and a true love for nature and its Creator.  A teardrop falls on to the petal and I know that it’s pure escalated joy.

[Jude Paul Fernandes is the author of ‘Frost Bites’ which is available at the Toronto Public Library.  He is currently working on a novel ‘Lonely in Mumbai’ and can be followed on Twitter @JudePaulFerns]